Well, it is October 20. 2010. Even though time has passed, it still remains the same. We all still miss you and love you. I really miss you. I think of you all the time. I still recall when we would eat out and share that time. I remember your laugh and teasing manner. I remember your looks when you became irriataed with me. Of course, that lasted just a short while or you would talk with me about it. I remember when I could 'push your buttons' and upset you. I really was just playing with you at those times. I am grateful I can come here and write to you. Today is one of those days, (and yesterday too) when I was in an 'angry fog'. I have retired now, the office offered me a VOBO (buy-out) and I took it. Am now trying to get another job (website business) off the ground. Am drawing a blank as to a subject for blogging. I wish so many times that I had not loaned you my car to go to Tulsa. I did not know you were going to Tulsa or I would not let you go. I thought you were just going around town for the Christmas for your children and grandchildren. I want to re-do that day so much. But, we don't get do-overs in life. Oh my daughter, I still love you so much and miss you terribly. I will always love you. I will be back again. Love you, mom.